Look, I know you're trying your best to press delete my name in your heart. I'm not going to convince you to do otherwise. I just want to let you know that I have come home and that I know you're taking a break from med school. I would like to see you, even if it means seeing you as the one for the last time.
I hope you can forgive me. Not so much for the things I did to you, but for those that I did not do. I'm typing it here as I may never get to say it in person. Because even if we meet and talk, I will only mumble incoherent nothings, for I am and will forever be speechless in your presence.
Call me. Or don't. I will probably regret this blog post in the morning.
